I have been with my girlfriend katherine for nearly two years now, I thought we were happy as larry, I love her and have always loved her and vise versa but i messed up big time! I cheated on her, I compleatly took our relationship for granted thinking we would always be together! Sadly it has taken something like this for me to realise what she means to me i love her with all my heart and soul and would do anything to be with her and grow old together! I have looked back on my life and am not proud of it one little bit! although i havent had an easy life for one reason or another it was totally unfair to do this to my baby and i regret everthing i have ever done massivly! As it stands she has told me that she still loves me and that she can see herself being with me in the future but she needs time! im so scared of loosing her for good though! i know that i can make her happy and give her the life that she deserves! since we have been on our break she has been clubbing a couple of times and has kissed some guy she didnt know, she said she felt uncomfitable with it but she feels as though she wants to mess around with someone even just once so we can be square and start again on even grounds. i kinda see her logic but i just wish she could see i have changed and only have eyes for her and that would be enough! i have really never felt this way for anybody before and i really know she is the one i want to share my life with! i dont suppose anybody has been through a similur situation with a happy outcome? I need her back! help!